Home again, home again. Well, I received the final slap in the face today. H sent me our water bill with a note, "I'm not paying it no more." He is officially and totally not paying any of the bills and not paying me a dime. He is still paying the house payment, but the month's not over yet.

I'm trying to stay positive, but he seems to have put me totally in his past. No looking back. On top of that, I've got OW sending me nastygrams. The latest being,"You are a liar"

Not feeling angry, not feeling spunky. Just feeling hopeless.