How did those muffins turn out? They sound awesome!
they turned out quite well. i think. it's the first time i've made cheesecake. so when the recipe says bake it until the center just sets, i have no clue what that means. usually you stick a toothpick in and if it comes out clean, then you're good. with a cheesecake, i don't think it's supposed to come out clean. we'll see ..
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You will be very happy to figure out the things you did to get you here--it's empowering.
i don't feel empowered yet. more like disappointed in myself.
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Make sure to forgive yourself for whatever problems you brought--did you do it purposefully? Of course not. And neither did your H.
it's hard to forgive myself for the problems that i brought on. the more i look in the mirror, the more things i found that *i* did wrong. when will that end? it doesn't. it's like one mistake after another.
journaling ..
ugh. the weekend was long and exhausting. i had much to think about on saturday night. it kept me up until sunday morning. i had an intense counselling session and it taught me a lot about myself. i have homework. i have yet to do it. i'm still feeling the effects of the lack of sleep caused by the ic session.
i played three hours of squash the other night - hardly any breaks. i'm pretty sore. i'm trying not to play so hard but these days, we are short on players so i end up playing everyone from strong male players to even strong junior players - back to back games.
other than squash, i cleaned, baked, and reviewed my spending habits from the last few months. i am meeting with my financial advisor next week so i will need to have all of this ready for my meeting.
i'm still doing work. it's pretty intense. i know it will get worse before it gets better. hope breeds desire. desire is driven by passion.
"Find your passion and follow it. And if there is anything that I have learned in life, you will not find that passion in things. And you will not find that passion in money."
"Your passion must come from the things that fuel you from the inside. That passion will be grounded in people. It will be grounded in the relationships you have with people and what they think of you when your time comes."
it's the first time i've made cheesecake. so when the recipe says bake it until the center just sets, i have no clue what that means. usually you stick a toothpick in and if it comes out clean, then you're good. with a cheesecake, i don't think it's supposed to come out clean. 
