So far I've done the pleading and begging and apology route, maybe my 180, or 90 rather, is going the anger route.
I've never raised my voice with her and that may shock her. I've always tried to be the bigger person and be calm about things that irk me / enrage me. Maybe the passion of anger will get through to her...
The head games we play with ourselves in times like these.
I can't let her get to me twice. I feel like she is forcing some self fulfilling prophecy on me and either consciously or subconsciously is doing everything she can to make sure I realize her preconceived negative fate. She is a saboteur.
P.S. Faith - just ordered those books. Thx again and hang in there!
