She was really nice but had a cold look on her face, said that she saw I was making changes and liked them, but didn't want to give me false hope, etc.
It is absolutely crystal clear to me now that she doesn't want to be in THIS marriage.
She doesn't want to give you false hope--you know what that means.
Panic attacks are NOT fun and I definitely recommend seeing a doctor about that. You dont want that happening if/when you are driving somewhere (or ever, really).
