My New LBS Reality

[irishblessings]

Thanks Eric. I value your perspective and am really thankful that you took the time to respond so thoughtfully. You are a very kind person.

I have an IC appt today and I really am wanting to make a plan that will put me in a better place physically, emotionally, financially, mentally, and spiritually over the next few months so that I can be in a good place to ask for a meeting with H. At that meeting I would like to be in a place to talk about the kids, first and foremost. Then perhaps begin to bring closure to some of these open wounds. Some will never close because of the magnitude of the devastation - but some may close enough to allow me to go from dark to dim. Dim may be a better place for the kids - I'm not sure - just thinking aloud here right now.

Friend called me today - she talked to H's boss (they are friends) - said that H told boss that I kicked him out of the house. Doesn't matter - I know the truth - but just find it amazing the blurry lines that are created between lies and reality.

Thanks all for listening and supporting - it is a blessing.