You are right that you have to know your mistakes to avoid them. I think about everything. I have dwelled on things over the past year to a point. I am moving forward. I don't know if I have moved completely on at this point.
It just does not make sense to see my over. I know some of the problems we had, but it seemed to be the "perfect storm" for everything to go wrong at the same time.
I guess life just has a way of happening to everybody.
I had the best afternoon in ages. I have been cleaning the apartment, and it feels so nice.
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Kids are with me until Wednesday, and then she has them on Wednesday and Thursday, and I then I have the weekend. She has Monday and Tuesday the following week, and I have Wednesday, Thursday, and she will have the weekend, and it repeats over and over again.
We will try it for now.
I have not been very active here lately. I just seem to have so much to do to prepare for moving. It is exhausting to me.
I will make it and be okay for sure.
It is lonely in the bed without my W. Very strange feeling to have. I miss her even though I think she is not a very nice person.
Have a great Labor Day everyone!!!
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Hey LSG, Your doing great & yes I still feel lonely sleeping on my air mattress without my W in our bed & I'm still tired coming back to any empty place. Oh well that's how it is right know for me!
Somedays I don't know where my head is. Just tying to stay positive & think of S. U do the same & think of your kids.
I don't get on much either so keep in touch & I don't have many updates on my threads, but feel free to pop by. Well enjoy your time with you kids!!
Your words are so kind, and I appreciate them. I do not sleep well these days. I feel for you with all you have going on. I guess it will be the same for me in my sitch. I have been moving forward, but I don't think I have completely moved on. I guess that will take time. I wonder if I will ever be moved on 100%. I hope someday that I will.
Right now I am trying to focus on the kids, a new job and moving to a new place.
It will be a new life for me and them.
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Does it get a little easier yes, but I know it's tough. I was the one who left cause A: I can't afford the morg.payment on my own B: I didn't want my S to live elsewhere & C: my W was so call having a breakdown in a MC session & we came to the conclusion I should leave. Was it all an act from W I don't know anymore.
Still think OM is involved somehow wish I was back here in Feb when I busted her. Do I know if it's time to go & move on I don't know yet it seems all my hope is gone! Sorry if it's a mess at work typing on phone. Anyway talk to ya laterhope
I don't have much time and have just got caught up.
CONGRATULATIONS!
It may not be the career thing that you are looking for, but it's a job!
A job, a place to live...things are going good. As good as can be expected in this mess.
I am very happy for you. I know the pain will not disappear overnight and you don't feel like celebrating, but your new, improved life is under way. You will adjust. You will live life.
You will be good. Great, even.
Again, I know it still hurts, but I am very happy and relieved for you!
LSG, Congratulations on the job. You are under a tremendous amout of stress right now, take care of yourself. Sleep, hydrate, eat, exercise, pray, laugh and play. Manage your energy.
Strength and Honor
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
