I am only trying to identify and change what I can control.
Yes, I am moody, I can appear distant and not interested, but it's mainly due to thinking about work, I know it's wrong but it has happened, I cannot deny it.
My wife has her faults yes, but I don't think that they have contributed to the way I feel or act?, or maybe they do?
She said last night that when I'm out with friends I'm the life and soul of the party and she is right, but at home I'm different, I don't think there is anything wrong with that, who can be the joker all the time, but it may have something to do with how she acts?, never thought of it like that before?
I just don't know what to do, just trying to focus on me, what else can I do?
