I have been watching you from a distance, measuring your deeds and have seen your good times and sorrowed with you in your not so good ones. You worry too much about tomorrow. That makes todays blessing numb and sometimes void. See this life is meant to be lived one day at a time, and i am always here so you can rest assuerd that no matter how things appear they will always be well.
I define well as perfection, meaning it will go excatly as I planned it to be. Not your idea of well. Your idea of well is worry free, and pain free. Thats not my way at all. See i need you to know my feelings for time to time, so you can bond closer to me. So you will know how I think, so you will know whats important. It is people that i treasure, relationship with people. And you will learn to treasure them also. They make up the most important piece in my design. And I need them all, everyone that is counted mines.
You will hold on to them as long as I see fit and when i thing is done, there is nothing you can do to keep them around. It is my way of doing things. I know tomorrow because I scripted it to be a personal thing for each one of you and yes i stay busy. I never sleep on my assignments.
You leard some tough lessons this time around, it took longer than It should have, but sometimes you take your eyes and mind off of my instructions. Obedience is golden in my kingdom. And I reward it accordingly. you have spent too much thought and time on these subjects and I told you I would make all things new. Thats without your help. If you would like to help me, just sit back and watch me work. i will straighten out all of your crooked places and put life back into those dead limbs. Thats what I do, thats my existance.
Relationships will always be a challenge if you have an agenda. A preplanned way of thinking a thing is supposed to go. I do grant many pleasures, but they come only after you have paid the price for them.
You breath out peace and i will place peace within. You forgive and i will bring forgivness to your door. If you bless i will triple it and return it to you. When you pardon i will pardon you also. When you get out of the driverseat of your life, i will take you to a place you have never imagined. I will filter out the negative one just as much as you put your trust in me to do so.
I have already told you what is not profitable for you. Do not walk into that darkness again, you suffer more everytime you go there. It is my rule and i will not change it. i need you sensitive to me to hear all of my directions. To be able to see every possibility I may lay in front of you. I will always give you an exit when things get too rough, yet you must be close enough to hear my voice.
I can see your freedom as i write this. i wrote it a long time ago, I filled it up with impossible things, some fustration and some pain. i know it is perfect for you though. Its excatly what is needed. And it is beautiful. Why don't you believe me. Walk towards it and at each step you will be amazed, everystep you take something will fall off of you. It will be painful to see these things go yet it is necessary to have space for the things that are new.
i have written to give you hope, see you were wanting for another like yourself to bring hope to you and this is not the time for such things to happen. its one on one, just me and you. This discovery will only be learned from the inside not the outside. I just need you to believe that tomorrow will be ok. The sooner the better for your own sakes. i have left this one to your thoughts yours alone. I do have the power to do so. As you believe, it will be. You know your boundaries, you know what is past and you know what is dead. i already know what you will choose, and i can finally smile for you again. But i will not spoil the suprise.
I don't need to you to revisit yesterday just to bring it to me, i know it is there, but you forgive yesterday and it will vanish and every step you take away from it, it will fall away as if i tnever happened.
i will not change people for you. That is between me and them, yet i do have you in mind in their change as well as long as you stay forgiving. in this life you will taste some bitter things, all the while i am watching you just to see how you choose to handle it. Make me proud of you again. Decide to do the clean thing, decide to give yourself a future under my will and not something selfish. i will not allow that.
