What am I supposed to do???

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KellBell0820-I am trying so hard to be strong but when my babies cry that hurts. Thanks so much for the encouraging words.

Well I talked to my husband. The kids asked to call him again. I called because I did not expect him to answer but he did. After he talked to the kids he asked to speak to me. He had an attitude in his voice and I asked him why. He told me that he is just emotionally drained. He said that he is tired of playing Mr. Nice Guy and he is not going to do it anymore. He said that he is filing for divorce and he does not care if I fight it. I said okay when are you filing. He said I don't know when I don't have the money to file. I asked him then why do you keep talking about it if you don't have the money to file. He said that he just does not want me to fight him on the divorce. Then he said he is just going to file the paperwork because he doesn't have any money for a lawyer. He said if you want to take me for everything that I have then do it. He said he is not going to be appearing in court so whatever they say you can have I don't care. He said he just wants this marriage over with. I told him I did not call him to talk about our relationship I called him to talk about the kids. Then he told me that he will be over Saturday if he could. I asked him oh so if your other plans fall through then you will be over. He said I am not going to promise you because if I don't come then you will be mad. He then said it is a struggle for him to make it everyday because he has no money. I told him that he did not struggle when he was with me. I told him that he said that he was leaving because he was not happy but he is still not happy. He was just very quiet so I told him goodnight and we hung up.
What are your thoughts on the converstaion...