Here's a story...of a very sad lady

[Dagny-2]

[quote=KellBell0820but I have no clue what H said to her. I can't be mad at them when they're probably being just as decieved as I am.quote]

Good point! Didn't think of it that way. Apparently I've been blind the last few months, so why should I expect them to see through him so quickly? And he is their son, they want to believe he isn't as awful as he really is. I expect that will be a dilemma my boys will someday face.

And H doesn't get it. I was helping friends move when he called last night, talked briefly and he said to tell the friends "hi". Doesn't he understand that he has hurt more than just me. The childrens' friends are asking their parents why someone just stops loving someone. The ripple effects are far reaching, and he doesn't see it.

What I hate most is all the conflicting emotions, I feel strong one moment, and so terribly sad the next, I hate him one moment and another I just want him/my life back. And I used to love roller coasters.

Dagny