What am I supposed to do???

[Tay Tay]

sandi2-This is definitely how I get my counseling as well. Thanks for the encouragement.

Today was hard for me...not because I missed my husband but because the kids missed their dad badly. They kept asking me was their dad coming over to wish them good luck at school. They wanted to know was he coming over in the morning to see them off to school. I told them probably not and they were so hurt. So then they begged me to call him so I did but he did not answer the phone. I sent him an email and he did not answer that.

I have to be honest I felt really bad because there dad was coming over to see them once a week. Since I have talked to the OW he has not been by to see them or call them. It has been 3 weeks now. I know that I did the right thing but doing the right thing has hurt my kids so badly. I can be strong when it comes to me missing him but to see my kids cry kills me inside. To hold my babies while they cry out for their dad is too much to bare sometimes. I feel like it is my fault they are hurting because I spoke to the OW. Now I know it is their dad's fault they are hurting but at least they got to see him once a week before. I am just venting....