Hope everyone had a fabulous holiday weekend. I did a bunch of NOTHING! Totally lazy, watched HGTV most of the day today! House Hunters International marathon. Ahhh....dreams.....
There wasn't much I could do this weekend since I have 19cents in my checking account until the 16th. LOL That's not going to go very far. I had a good laugh about it this morning while I tried to put together some stuff for lunch today. You'd be amazed at the creativity you get when you are down to rice, macaroni, a package of hot dogs and frozen puff pastry. I made some baked pigs in blankets and macaroni salad. See....not bad. HA!
Like I said before, I've resigned myself to the way things are. We live together, sleep together, enjoy each other but there is no feeling from him at all. Because of that, I've shut my own down. I'm not comfortable expressing myself with him because it feels like I'd just be trying to get him to parrot back to me and that won't do anyone any good.
So.....it is what it is. Nothing good, nothing bad....we just exist with each other and co-parent.
We can't have it all can we?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
