I appreciate everyone helping me. I do believe we all realize what we had and lost. We may hide our feelings from our loved one but you can not hide from yourself or God. I miss my wife more than ever. In many ways we took each other for granted. We should always put our spouce first. Love must be first.If I were to get another chance I would do things different. The problem is not being able to get the chance to prove myself. I hope my wife does see the good and will come around one day. I will always love her. Bobby O
