Everything you say makes sense. The thing that stings is that I realized from the get go how not having my H around would be. I knew what he brought to the table. Evidently, the things I brought to the table were not as important as I thought. If he misses me, he hides it well. If he misses anything about our life together, i.e., kids, grands, fishing, etc., he hides it very well.
Sorry to sound like such a downer, but Seeking has a way of putting things that make it easier for me to form my thoughts into words.
