Thanks for the book recs. I do have passive aggressive tendencies and am trying to break those patterns. I will definitely read them. It gets confusing because even doing the LRT and pulling away could in some ways be seen to be passive aggressive as well. But I want to and have no choice but to use this time to pick up the pieces and focus on myself and being better and doing better. It's tough because doing so mentally and emotionally means admitting that it's over which I am having a hard time accepting.
