Ok, well, I'm having a pretty bad day today--guess that is allowed!
yes, we are entitled to 'bad days'. i've had many -- as long as they are consecutive days then it's okay.
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I could have gone to the beach with H and S, but I had such a sad day yesterday that I just didn't feel up to it, but wanted S to have fun and couldn't think of anything else for us all to do--I am almost paranoid about spending time with STBXH.
what happened? why the sudden paranoia about spending time with your h?
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He has had a fever and hasn't been taking any food and barely any liquids for a couple of days. He tried to smile a few times, but couldn't speak much. It was heartbreaking.
((lauraoh)) so sorry to hear about that. i know it is very difficult watching a parent go through something like that.
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I just don't know what my life will be like soon and it is killing me today.
you're going to be okay. you're such a strong person that i lean on you. whatever the outcome, you know you tried and you won't be taken down.
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But today I'm just feeling sad about these people leaving, in one form or another...
this is your chance to meet new friends. part of the GAL is to go out and meet new people. take the focus off you and start helping those who really need a helping hand. i think you'd be great for habitat for humanity. you're so handy and have a big heart.