I am the one that made mine bad...I let H have space in my brain!
I have daydreamed about driving to where my H works and leaving anonymous notes on his vehicle (from another OW)!!! I wouldn't do it though. I have also thought about writing OWs name on a bathroom stall in the gas station by their work...for a good time call OW lol!!! In the end, however, I believe I would only be hurting my chances to get H back.
Try not to think about the impending court date! I know, easier said than done!! A sympathetic judge may let you stay in the house until spring!
Hope you have a better day today!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing