Just observing the changes

[Sanderika]

Hi Rabbit and GAG,

Thank you for your kind words it means the world to me...

I keep coming on here and reading and re-reading looking for more hope and I can't find it at the moment.

I am deeply saddened and you are right, however, this will take me a while to get over, if I ever do....I have never had to endure such pain, never.

I have been fighting to save this marriage and the best friendship I have ever had, the road has been all up hill.

I don't know what to do now.....letting him go is going to hurt just as much....

Thank you all for the hugs, I need them.

Sanderika