Yes I'm definaelty on the rollercoaster with all of this, and I need to stay on the ground and watch from a distance rather, but Its hard....I think I'm starting to feel a little depression here
H is still on his business trip, and hasnt been in contact for 5days which is a new record of NC for him. He usually asks after S4 at least. He IS sort of making some of his trip a leisure trip, hes always wanted to go see this city in the US, and hes been there for the past couple days.
Thoughts of a possibly OW obviously float around in my head, but I try squash them as soon as they come up. Not much I could do about it anyway....and I cant compete with fantasy, so not gonna try.
Was wondering - maybe them going to a different city on a different continent is like escaping reality? Like a new wonderful world with all the potential of a new life that they are after? Anyone else have a H in MLC who travels a lot?
