Beyond Depression..but still a losing battle?

[Lucky11too]

I am exhausted right now from this busy busy day, but the party went extremely well. Everyone had a great time and S totally scored on gifts! H did resonably well. Although some things would seem obvious to do from any other father, it's like a step for H to being doing things - playing with S in the jump house, helping to open presents, helping with cake, etc. So all in all a good day.

A little annoyed tonight tho. H asked if we could rent a movie together afterwards or if I was too tired. I said a movie sounded good. He "had to go" with his uncles first to the new place, but when I texted him right now to find out the scoop on our movie watching, he was just going to stay out with his uncles (and go bar hoping). Thanks for once again making me hate you. Grr. Annoyed annoyed annoyed! I'm tempted to tell him off, but I don't want him to know he got to me so much either. Grr...