I did start my day today going to church - yes I need my faith and I find comfort from it. It is also a bittersweet place to be - H and I would attend together and hold hands - found comfort together. I appreciate your words of advice - I know that I do matter. Tomorrow I will be doing several things for myself.
Thanks!
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
