Sunday night - spent the day running S around, cutting the grass, cleaning the garage.

S and I went appliance shopping. Had a bit of a meltdown in Lowes. Overcome with sadness at doing these things without H. Another lost shared experience. H texted the kids today to see if they had plans tomorrow. He did this after I responded to an email on Friday that the kids all had different things going on this weekend and that I was going to try to cook out with them on Monday. Continues to be detached from all of us.

I have had a good weekend. Even with some tears. Tomorrow Ds and I are pooling it, mani/pedi/shopping/eating:) Good day!


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time