wonderful marriage hits midlife crisis

[TAMF]

Well I did reply "no date" he text me back "just playin" I replied "were u?" he said "just wondering, you blew me off yesterday when I asked" I text "yeah, I guess I did" He replies "SO??" I said "so nothing...I liked feeling that for 1 tiny minute you cared" his reply..."didn't mean to start something"

Then I went outside and our neighbors told me that they saw my H and the OW at a bar last night.

ARGGGG! SCREAM! THROW SOMETHING! I sometimes wonder about my own sanity. We sit here and say they are crazy - but what about us for putting up with this crap!

Sorry - it is still very very new to me that they are seen in public together. Just when I think I am on the right track I get derailed. As my T tells me...find your center.

Sorry to vent everyone - I can't vent to my friends and family they just get sooooo mad and tell me I deserve so much better.

I can't vent to him or I ruin any progress I have made.