I will Survive.

[Shelby]

I think I am hitting the anger stage.
I don't think I like it. I do not like feeling this way.

But I am so angry at him for leaving the way he did. I am so angry he doesn't spend more time with our Daughters. I am so angry he left and the outside of our house is a mess, He put in a new tub and shower the week before he left, the tub is still laying in the back yard, it is too heavy I can not not even push it. He took down the lamp post, so we are missing that, although he left that to in the back yard too, it is a heavy cement thing, that I also can not move. We still have mulch in the drive way that never got finished, that is my goal today to finish spreading that around. The back porch has a huge crack in it, and if you walk on the one side it lifts up, he left that for me too, nice. We live in a nice development, the neighbors take care of their houses and yards, the must be getting sick of looking at mine.

I am angry that he does not seem to have a care in the world right now. I am angry.