I don't know that I can do this

[Ihavehope]

I will ask when I go down on tuesday. Like I said, I have an appointment to look at an apartment today at 4 that will work. Just have to figure out how to pay rent and security and rent a truck and and and. Ugh this sucks so hard lol.

On a positive note, even though it's dumb, every interaction does push me' a little more. I know for m own sanity I need out. I just can't see when he leaves and when he comes home anymore. It's inhumane. And he doesn't get it which is kind of scary.