Tay--You definitely have mamabear down and that's what matters. You will protect your kids no matter what the costs--to him or you. He is making his choices in regards to his relationship to his kids and no matter what you do you can't change that.
One thing he'll learn that alot of men don't get. Is god help anyone who hurts mamabear's cubs! Right now, its him. Protect, console your babies but remember to do it with only their best interest in mind. It's real easy to let the hate you are starting to feel towards him to seep through.
Good luck to you and yours.
Smooches, Doodi
"I feel like Rocky in the fifteenth round, beaten beyond recognition, when I realize, the only person I've been fighting for is...myself."
