What kinds of things can you do now to find yourself, while still in the M Doodi?
I don't know. I feel like H is crowding into every available moment. I know its really sad but I don't know where to even start looking for me. I've been a mom since I was 9 (first to my brother now to my kids). I read, I surf, and I watch movies. Nothing big, nothing to write home about. I'm just boring.
Nothing big?! You're just boring!? HOGWASH!!! Look at you go! Look at what you overcame in your childhood. Look at the fact that you stepped up to care for not only your brother, but to have babies of your own! I, literally, am in awe of that Doodi. Seriously. And what courage it must have taken for you to reach out for help on this board. There's nothing boring or 'everyday' about a person who can do that. And look at this...
Originally Posted By: Doodi
I'm looking into finding a job now. I'm going to fill out an app for the school, since I love kids and they love me might as well make it positive right.
Doodi, that's wonderful! Allow yourself to feel proud of these accomplishments, and let that give you courage to think about other things you'd like to do with your life. If there's even five minutes alone in your day, that you can give yourself just to dream about what that job could be, or even just hobbies you might enjoy. Even if it's just while you're brushing your teeth at night. You deserve that Doodi.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
