Gah. I know you are right. It's just too much. I lose a lot of money if I rock the boat, and he knows this. I don't know why I tell him anything. I don't know why i can't keep my mouth shut other than i can't take the arguing over money and the kids. I didn't want to go to court and he will take me. I can't afford it. I can't really afford a lawyer. He's doing everything he can for me' now but i can't pay for a divorce.
I'm scared he will reall screw me' financially if we do go to court. I guess I'll be losing my home and putting myself into dire straights financially but it will save my spirit, right?
Me 30 H 29 DC 9, 7, 2 M 4 years, T 6 years ILYBINILWY Bomb: 8/8/10 He doesn't want to work, I'm slowly getting there too Physically separating end of September