Well things are the same no better or worse. Work has totally consumed H for the most part. We are having trouble getting paid from vendors so the money is so very tight right now. Had to borrow some from my mom,and now we are just waiting for some to come in.
It takes its toll, but H hasn't been home hardly at all, so I guess that is the saving grace for us not to be at eachothers goat, especially since we are both under so much stress right now.
The boys are great, getting so big, and I can't believe that school starts next week. S4 is going back into preschool but 5 days a week and S7 is headed for 2nd grade. This summer has been so crazy, I don't know where it went. Did we even get a summer??
It will be bittersweet when school starts, I won't miss the bickering between them, but I will miss them greatly.
We have a vacation schedule at the end of the month but it looks like that may get cancelled because of money *ugh*. H does work so hard, and it seems like we can never catch a break.
When he is here things have been ok, Since I've had to remove some benefits off our insurance, we haven't been able to go to therapy which stinks. I don't have the cash to be paying anything out of pocket, so this to will have to wait.
But Im doing ok, aside from money issues, my boys are healthy and happy and that is all I can ask for right now.
Hope you all are well.
T
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
