Good for you! But I wouldn't worry about venting too much here. People who don't want to see complaints won't read them; it's no big deal, and venting can really help. That's why all the great artistic nutcases of the last thousand years kept journals.
GonnaGoBlind, I've never really wrapped my head around the "I don't want to have sex with *you* because I think that *I* am fat" reasoning. But I learned to treat it as an axiom; it's a given that a woman who feels fat doesn't feel sexy, and however it works, wanting sex is about feeling sexy for some (most? all?) of them. More important than a sexy partner, actually, I think, at least for many women. I don't get it, but you could fill a book with things I don't get.
