I know how hard this is and I wanted to say that you are doing better than you think.
I noticed that your friends have voiced their opinions. Ignore them. Do what YOU think YOU need to do.
The fact that your H is alone IS not an indication of how he feels. Only he know what is going on in his head.
What I do know is this...continue to be a light. Continue to remain true to WHO YOU ARE.
Do not associate your worth, your value to what your H does or does not do. You are wonderful - just because you are you. That's it - no other reason except that you are YOU.
Now I can see it, others on these boards can see it....BUT really IB - YOU need to see it. YOU need to feel it.
Chin up girl and get back to work.
Why were you controlling?
Why the esteem issues?
Why IB?
Tell me why and don't give me some fluffy stuff...tell me why but more importantly...tell yourself why. Once you do....let it all go.
Have a good day a church tomorrow.
Oh...and thanks for the post on my thread.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
