I'm upset and hurt, but I'm not angry.

I'm actually relieved. I'm scared too though. At one point I thought I could take her back if I ever found out, but with the dishonesty and the way I've been feeling lately. No way. Now I can truly begin to let go and not hesitate. If she comes to me groveling, maybe I'd "think" about it, but right now. She's dead to me.

Just a new stage of Letting go I guess.