Hi guys, I thought I'd update a little because the enemy seems to be acting a little weird lately. He's been nice so I am wondering why? I was waiting for a nasty email or text complaining about the latest legal declaration but it hasn't come.

He called the house (he has not called here since he left) then tried my cell afterwards. I did not answer. I heard my phone ringing in the other room but thought nothing of it - he never calls. He later explains in an email that he needed to talk to me about a check. I figured anything could be discussed through email no phone calls are needed for that.

He sent me an email the other night rambling (he sounded drunk) that he did care about helping me get the bank issues resolved. Then proceeded to tell me he is struggling too. Oh well I really don't care because this is what HE wanted. I didn't choose this lifestyle we are now living...struggling financially and going through an expensive divorce - and that's just the beginning.

It seems as though lately he has tried to contact me (coming to the door when getting kids, asking me to go bowling, writing more and being nice about it) well he must be starting to miss me or something. Maybe his attorney told him to start being nice - who knows? I don't trust him - he LIES.

I've had a rough week..been real sad about things. There's gotta be an end to this somewhere.

Luv


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10