I am in the library at present. I went by my house and there was still activity so I stayed away. I noticed that my wifes car was still in the driveway. I wished I could have been in her mind to see if she has regrets. I miss her sooooo much. I will stay busy and focused on me. I plan to maybe take a trip to NYC in 2 weeks. I will get together with friends. I hope I will be strong when I see a partially empty house. I will continue the journey and prayer. Bobby O
