I want to be part of the group...

[Jstar]

well after h being late, i started to walk, he showed up i refused to get in the car with him. i took the bus to his house wehre i was supposed to get the truck but he didn't leave the key in it where he has been leaving it all week. so i had to load up the dog 2 kids and stroller and took 2 buses on a 15 miile journey home. we did it.

son got up this am vomited for about an hour, he has a fever, h just showed up with car seats, i was so angry livid with him, he left quickly.

i'm breaking down and getting a car, under $300 month for lease not including insurance, home refi going through, changed home owners and just cutting more corners. i think i'm going to sell off some stuff. to cover this months mortgage if closing not done before 15th.

with my OWN car we will be free, less rub with h. screw him. if i have to work extra to cover cost guess i will. better then not having a car, right?

i don't have anyone to bounce that off, if i work an hr or two more a day not all 5days i can earn a little extra to maybe pay for some of car lease and insurance.

then get filing done, server the bastard get child support, and just try to piece this mess together.

today would have been our 5year anniversary. yeah!!!!