Thanks Gritt and Cas - sometimes you just need an outside perspective to keep you on the right path.
Gritt - when I saw the quote you added from my post I thought this is the downer side of me that I need to get rid of...I don't know why I always head to this point of no esteem when I think of my place or my value in this world or in H's life. I am always a giver of uplifting messages to others - but I bottom out on myself.
Note to self - stop doing this!!!
Thanks:)
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time