I went to enroll children in leisure activities this morning. H was in the hall, the kids went to speak to him, but I stayed well away from his stand and didn't see him.I think he's coming 'round tomorrow, but I don't phone or text. I've enrolled in an art class - I'd given up on all that while preparing exams and digesting nuclear fallout here, now it's time to find things that help. My biggest challenge is forgetting jealousy and missing physical intimacy and friendship with him. I feel like I'm no longer a woman at all, just a mum and a boring old English teacher.Missing him is eating away at me. But it comes and goes in waves. I try to keep busy and look after myself. NotCrackingUp
Me: 46 H:42 Together for 18 yrs, married 14. 3 children: 2 girls 13 and 10, one boy 7. Husband had affair, ended it and then decided on separation. Separated 08/2010
