I honestly think it is a bit of both. We need to be "friends" so she can see what I have done in the relationship and have accepted what she did was fair and acceptable.
The flirting thing totally messes with your head. I have no interest in it as soon as I let my anger wall down to her it started. I may just put it back up until she "gets it".
Also I think I would be more like plan C as I heard there may or may not already be a plan B. I think she kinda gets off thinking that I may be here crying and moaning that she is gone.
I had a great summer with the kids we went out and did a lot of stuff. I am a teacher so I had the whole summer off.
Honestly after I would drop them off I would kind of hole up in the house. I felt like I just needed the time alone. Now I am going back to work and it's time to socialize and get out more.
Neighbours birthday party on Sunday, there should be lots of people there so I am looking forward to it.
I need to make some friends in this town. It is quiet a small town so really there isn't all that much to do sometimes.
I am thinking badminton or volley ball at the rec center this fall.
At least that would be a start to meeting some new people.
