Not sure where to start or end, WAW - #2

[john28]

I was thinking just now, you know - I don't really have it that bad.

My W
- still says ILY.
- said the other day there was a small amount of hope.
- said that in a perfect world we'd be happy together.
- She is still wearing her ring.
- She is going to Retouvialle with me
- She says she can't move back home because she doesn't trust me/the changes will stick.
- She gives me hugs everytime she sees me and those crappy kisses on the side of the mouth.
- She gave me a kiss on the lips yesterday, first time in a week.
- She commits to MC, but only for "learning how to co-parent"

Despite all this crap, whether she is controlling me or not, I think I've got a better than average shot at busting this if I can stay on plan. That's encouraging. I've heard lots of times from other LBS that they wish they were in my position.

There's still a lot of love left in us for each other. That means a ton. When I'm feeling down and depressed from now on, I just need to remember that this is all going to be alright.