No, I only want him back if he truly wants to be here and wants to do the work. I'm going to get over my fear and do what's suggested, but this is so hard. I don't know why I'm afraid of pushing him away - esp. after what he has done. I think if I say that, he'll shut the door on us and go running back to her. But, I'll try it bc nothing else I have done is working. I'm tired of doing things that don't work.
Me: 34 H: 34 DD: 3 M: 8 yrs H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you" PA Bomb: April 5, 2010
