come pick me up

[schmill]

Yeah! Puppy, I know what's up with the facebook crap. I also know that she has a lawyer and is planning on filing on something trumped up! In, our state I'm not happy doesn't get a divorce unless both agree and she would have to prove me to be a monster to get a judge to grant it without my signature according to the lawyers I've spoken with.

Anyway, I'm trying really hard to stay in my faith that God is at work and that he will convict her of her wrongs. Found out she's telling people that she won't come home because my SD made her promise to never come back because I'm terrible and she's so happy that mommy left. Our 5 y/o DD on the other hand prays every night that mommy come home. All of her excuses are to justify her wrong doing and it will all come out at some point.( that which is in the dark will eventually be brought in to the light)

On a good note, we did have a real conversation this morning face to face. Well I say face to face, the fact is that she won't or rather can't seem to look me in the eye. Early in the talk she told me that she needed to swing by the house and get her Bible. This is a good note to me because if she does dig into the word she will most certainly find conviction because God's word is that he hates divorce and if there is adultery going on it will show her the truth about that too.

It's a long weekend and she is kid free, so she will either get some alone time and have a chance to really think about things or she will make several mistakes that will eventually fill her with guilt. Either way, I'm going out of town to see some old band mates and have one of em's girlfriend give me a new tattoo. GAL is all I can do at the moment and by God that's the plan.