As a mom I bet you've learn that you could do a lot of stuff you never thought you could, right? Strange how we do stand in the storm when our babies need help.

I know by the way you write that you are a much stronger person than you give yourself credit. You can be that hero for your child, and then when you are in a place by yourself...you can cry, scream, or tear something up. It is okay to allow yourself to have a fit (once in a while) smile. Sometimes, you may not want to feel strong....but you will be ...for your little girl.

You have a special group here on the board and they will give you support....especially when you are having one of those "weak" times. Just stick with us, okay? I think you've done a great job.

It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!