1st email was telling her that I was okay with her leaving and that I saw it coming and agreed that we needed time alone.
[b]2nd email[/b] I told her that as much as I wanted our M to work that she was right that it will not and so I let her go. I also told her that I was not angry with her, but angry at myself for giving her reasons to leave and not enough Love, Security and Respect to stay. 3rd email was to forward a message to her about her Dr's appointment.
4th email was a simple Hi, I hope your orientation is going well.
5th email was to reascend the 2nd email. That I was frustrated and wanted our M to work and realized that she may not be at that point and I understood that, but that I was where I am.
6th email was the open invitation to have a coffee or diet coke and again I told her that I realize that she may not be ready to meet, but that was an open invite. (I know pushing).
7th email was to respond to her mail request yesterday.
pookie I am not playing games. I am following the advice of the vets and reading and learning everyday. I made this mess I at least want to try and clean it up.
