Here's a story...of a very sad lady

[Oxymoron]

I feel for you about wanting to reach out to him Dagny. It's so hard when something bad happens and that instant support is no longer there. I have been trying to find it elsewhere in my life, but it just isn't the same, and I tell myself that it will just have to do. I'm hoping in time that it will become easier and find courage in posts like yours, that it is hard but maintaining your dignity and finding inner strength is the best option.