My time on this forum has been quite valuable.

I was feeling like a bit of a Jerkface today - but I dug deeper and realized it is me..letting go. I am getting stronger. I am thinking about and caring about me. The Jerkface feeling is the guilt, it is a shell surrounding what is really happening. I will break that shell.

I love this:

"Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be."

It may come of as complex, but in a nutshell...You will be OK if you WANT to be, you have to WORK in order for that to happen. A better NOW will make for a better FUTURE..for you. Thats the way I see it anyhow.

Thanks again everyone, for the support, advice..sharing your own stories etc. IT has been so truly helpful.


Me:39
W: 30
S: 5
S: 3
T: 9
M: 7
Bomb: Jan/2010

I "will" enjoy my Picnic.