I feel like my H is having an affair with his cellphone. He stayed on it texting all sorts of people last night. Kids were even looking over his shoulder saying who he was texting...they were just playing.
I just have this nervous feeling things are going back down hill again. Cant figure out what caused it this time. But he just isnt acting the same as he did the first 6 months he was home. BUT he hasnt said anything about leaving. He just seems so bored and spaced out when at home.
I dont know what to do. I just keep acting as if everything is fine. Its getting harder and harder. I just want to cry today. Im feeling like those people who leave their spouses. I just want some attention, something from him...anything. Now I think I know why people go looking for affairs. NOT that I would ever do that...but I think I understand why now.
Made it through the Hurricane just fine lastnite....slept right through it.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
