Part of it is keeping that mindset helps me let go and detach further. It helps me keep expectations low. Do I still have hope? a little. W and I have interacted less and less lately, which is a good thing. I will enjoy my time with my trolls tonight, and keep being dark with the W. I still have ups and downs, I am living around a bunch of single moms who lok at me like man cake!! its flattering but the furthest thing from my mind right now is dating or hooking up to make things more confusing. Flirting and getting to know new people is healthy for me but that is all i am doing at this point.
