Robx,

You so are right!!!! I didn't show the mature confidence that won her over in the first place. I realized that before she left, but by then it was too late. I am working on my mojo now going to the gym (went from 285 to 205) and I feel much more confident about myself. I am working on GAL just trying to find the right outlet that will not compromise what is remaining of the R. I am not interested in dating anyone at this time nor is appropriate since I am still M. many of the sites recommend that approach, but I am avoiding that at this moment.