tired of this

[DanF]

I thought CB meant Constant Bullsh!t? I like that better.

She said she feels free and alive with me not around. She is way more productive and is happy to get up in the morning and get stuff done. Then right before I show back up, the depression sets back in. Said she still feels oppressed in my presence. ouch.

I got on anti-depressants due to my distraught feelings over my sitch. When W complained about being depressed,I suggested she get on some too for a short while. She told me, "I don't need to, 'cause I'm fine when you're not around!" She isn't fine ever, but whatever she wants to think is fine with me.

I've read Doodi's thread a couple of times. I feel bad for her and it's helped me have empathy for my W. of course the sitch's are not exactly the same. I've never been abusive, so I see even less reason for all this. But I'm at piece with my self. I hope it stays with me.

I really like the thread from nostoneunturned and sunny days is pretty ggod to for a view into the dark side. Check them out too!