Here's a story...of a very sad lady

[Dagny-2]

Hey Handsome (I just like saying that!) holding on is not what I was going for!

I wanted to basically state that the affair is not okay with me (though you think that is obvious to any sane person, though our conversation to date is me accusing, him agreeing, me telling him the kids can't be near her, him nodding and saying at some point and him asking if he should tell the kids, that is literally all we have discussed).

I wanted to also tell him I'm willing to reconcile, the conditions, but I'm not waiting around forever.

How can I get those points across and still be letting go? If I can't, I won't send it. I don't want to be weak and needy. I want a H that wants to be with me, nothing less.